Hola, how is everyone doing this very day? May you feel welcomed and at home in my little abode I like to call ‘blog land’ web-land or just ‘The Zone Of Truth’ regardless of that, welcome.
The title of this post pretty much says it all for how I am feeling at this time, I’m sure that many of you can recall the unpopular moment of Hillary Clinton when she blurted out that we have four dead Americans ‘what difference at this point does it make?’ every since that, I myself have not been able to let it go because every time I hear someone say it I think of her and it’s a little bit funny and then it’s a whole lot frustrating because it makes a big difference and she has lied.
However that is not the purpose of this blog post, my main objective is to let you in on how I have been feeing lately, it seems as though no matter how hard I try that no one really seems to care and I firmly believe that I am saying everything I should be saying and I seek only God’s will first and in doing so I am many times attacked for it and that doesn’t bother me one bit because I know that God is on my side but it can sometimes get rather frustrating that I always put God first in everything that I do only to (what it seems like) have my efforts mean hardly anything.
It seems to me that no one cares about what I am trying to say, perhaps that is the case, it seems to me that no one really likes what I have to say and that may be so but all I strive for is to do and say exactly what it is that God would have me to, and every now and then I find myself asking some kind a question like ‘what difference does it make?’ is anyone really listening and do they really even care about what I’m trying to do?
Tired:
I’m sure many of us can feel tired and drained from time to time in fighting this good fight of faith and that is ok, it is 100% natural but the thing we have to continue in is what I tell myself every day that I am down, HIS grace IS sufficient, with his grace we can endure whatever it is that life might throw our way and we can stand boldly without fear, firm in his word against those that cause us pain and strife, we can courageously stand up against the wickedness in high places and we can move forward in our fight.
Though sadly, all of that is MUCH easier said than done – because it’s always easy to sit down have a nice cup of tea and ‘TALK’ the ‘TALK’ but when it comes to actually ‘WALKING’ the WALK then that might call for something stronger than tea (just kidding) well not really, it does call for a little bit more strength then tea, actually a whole lot more because it calls for us to be deeply rooted in Christ Jesus and let his strength lead us and guide us through that walk no matter how dark or scary it may be at times we must abide in him always but nevertheless we MUST abide.
In Conclusion:
Does it make any difference at all? For me I am still uncertain, but I know that whatever difference I can make, I am willing to make that difference no matter what the cost because that is what I feel should be done even if it means that people will mock and laugh, because I also know that many of this Christian world often ask themselves that same question when they even think or consider making any effort at all to defend his kingdom, and that’s ok, it’s ok if you want to sit down in silence and be weak and feeble.
However that is not what we are called to be, we are to be led by the spirit YES, but we are called to be led by the spirit with COURAGE, strength from God, determination, will power and a great motivation to stand up and defend his truth wherever it is that we may go, and that is all that I am constantly trying my best to do, to publicly defend his truth at all times while making sure that he is guiding me all the way.
I hope you have learned something today, and until next time…
SHALOM –
